We have lost another friend to a battle with cancer, we have enjoyed another Miss Brenda visit, we have had another halloween and party, we have been searching for a new home, etc etc. I will blog soon and back date them. I need to express this before I share my prayer request. I am thankful for so many things. I am thankful for a nice home and my husbands fantastic job.
I write this to ask for prayers. I know this will seam incredible silly in relation to all the needs of others in the world and it is why I have not posted anything like this before. I don't like Houston: big shock to anyone reading my blog lol. OK I have never been quiet about that. We moved here being told it would be a two year stay. J left that company after we were here 10 years with them. He just celebrated his 3 year anniversary with his current company last week. He has a great job but the company is based in Houston so we are stuck here.
I keep praying that other options will open up. So far that had not been the case. We have decided that a newer home might be in order for our large family. I struggle with moving anywhere that isn't north of the Mason Dixon line, so I am having a hard time. I don't want to admit we are here and that we will be here any longer. This is silly but it is a real struggle for me.
I miss so many things about other climates and towns. I love the people, I have so many great friends. I love the parish church we are in. I struggle with don't love the weather. I don't love feeling so isolated from extended family. I know we need to move on.
I write this post to ask you to say a little prayer for me. Pray that my prayer is answered and we can once again live elsewhere or pray that I can learn to accept this as God's will and find peace here in Houston. I choke on those words. I need help in accepting this.
See it is silly but I sincerely ask for your prayers. I know that a move will be good for the family but I am holding back.
I sincerely thank you for your prayers.